I want to know... [November 9th, 2005 @ 3:48pm] [ mood | ...just okay ] If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you... Reply / 4 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

:( [November 9th, 2005 @ 3:20pm] [ mood | I never meant to be so cold... ] i'm sorry / Comment / Memories / Edit /

OMG!!! [November 6th, 2005 @ 7:18pm] ok...so I've liked Josh Koppen since 4th grade. So we were talking and he was telling me about how his ex girlfriend Amanda hurt him really bad because she broke up with him a month ago and stopped talking to him ever since. He said he needed something to get his mind off her. Well, we were walking together to his locker and I guess Amanda didn't like seeing him hanging out with another girl so she came up and gave him a big hug. HE TOLD ME SHE HASN'T TALKED TO HIM SINCE THEY BROKE UP. And then she decides to give him a hug and start talking to him. She did it because she knows that I like Josh and she wants him all to herself...even when he's single. It makes me sad because I know that she only wants him when he likes another girl or when he's dating another girl. He says that having her back would be uncontollably delightful but he doesn't know that she is just gonna keep hurting him until she's satisfied. It's really sad because he is blind to see what she is doing to him. Reply / 18 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

Kayla hasn't written in a while...*tsk tsk* [October 25th, 2005 @ 4:49pm] Still nothing to say. Reply / 1 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

even more about me.... [October 8th, 2005 @ 9:22pm] [ mood | ...you turned your back on me ] [ music | "let me go" 3 doors down ] [HAVE YOU EVER..] been kissed? yea lied to a friend? unfortunately yes dyed your hair? yea...twice dressed punk? one time kissed a girl? yes, but on the cheek saw something u didnt want to see? YEA!!! danced in the rain? when i wuz little lied to ur parents? not usually went barefoot in the snow? no way played hockey? not my sport made ur own clothes? no [IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..] got in a fight? nope took a shower? DUH!!! gave a dirty look to someone? no cried? no did a cartwheel? at dance went to school? YEA!!! shopped? no danced yah got sick? just with a cold did something u regret? nope discovered something new? yea [IN SCHOOL YOU...] run to class because ur always late? no act perfect? no one is perfect act hyper? sometimes are a nerd? band people are nerds in band? YEA!!! BAND GEEKS RULE!!! [RIGHT NOW UR..] in ur pjs? no drinkin water listening to music? no watching a movie? nope iming someone? yea...sarah talkin on the phone? no eating? nope [CLOTHES..] hot topic or abercrombie and fitch? abercrombie and fitch boxers anyone?!?! im not a dude sweatpants or jeans? jeans longsleeved shirts or short sleeve? short sleeve tube tops or tanks? tank tops [CURRENTLY .. ] current clothes? white pants and my dance tshirt current mood? not too happy current music? Let Me go...3 doors down current make-up? none current thing I ought to be? taking a shower [ LAST PERSON .. ] you hugged? nicole yelled at? kira IMed? sarah [ EiTHER/0R .. ] coffee or hot chocolate? hot chocolate vogue or cosmopolitan? vogue skirt or dress? skirt wool or cotton? cotton [DO YOU..] put on a "front"? ??? have a crush on someone? yes [RANDOM QUESTiONS..] waht is the online symbol u use the most? lol u have a boyfriend or girlfiend? no who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murray? CHAD ALL THE WAY!!! what was the last thing you said? "oh" who would u want to be stuck in an elevator with? nicole...my bestfriend do you like stickers? sometimes are you suicidal? NO!!!! is your window open? no what was the last pair of shoes you bought? etnies do you have a little brother? i have two does he draw you cute pictures? yea where do your grandparents live? im not good with directions what do you think of when you hear the word click? a girl group are you a moron? no do you like trampolines? sometimes have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuum? yea do you cut yourself? NO...IM NOT STUPID LIKE THAT / Comment / Memories / Edit /

MSBOA!!! [October 6th, 2005 @ 6:10pm] [ mood | WWT band is cooler than cool ] [ music | "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" QUEEN ] omg...MSBOA wuz so funny. we were on the way to Stevenson High School(where they were having MSBOA)and cory had a bunch of funny stuff like ringtones and stuff on his phone. it wuz soooooo funny. and then at MSBOA there wuz this kid from Richmond High School who wuz in band and he wuz passing out gum for no apparent reason and no one in the WWT band wanted to take it from him cuz we didnt know the kid. But, one person in our band took a piece and passed it throughout our whole band. it wuz funny cuz no one wanted to eat it. Then I got this carmel apple ring pop and it tasted good but it smelled really nasty LoL!!! We had so much fun. Then Ian got us hooked on Redneck jokes. he would not stop telling us them, it wuz hilarious. The whole MSBOA thing wuz awsome!!! I choked on water for some strange reason and it came out my nose...not too funny. LoL. We didnt get back to the school until 10:00pm. I almost fell asleep on the bus but it wuz too bumpy. LoL. WE GOT A ONE!!! it is the highest rating you can get at MSBOA. we were so happy. after we played...we went to put our instruments away...the bus me and some of my friends rode on wuznt there so we had to put our instruments on another bus. but, when it wuz time for us to go, our bus wuz there so we could get our instruments. me and tara got squished by people trying to get on the bus when we were getting off. I got squished into a seat with andrew martin and he got mad cuz we couldnt breathe. surprisingly Mr. Holt wuznt wearing one of his sweater vests. OMG... friday is our last home football game!!! im so sad cuz i LOVE football games!!! TODAY THE BAND SHAVED MATT SZUBELAK'S HEAD IN BAND!!! cuz at MSBOA he said that if we get a one for our rating...he will let us shave his head. I feel bad though cuz I liked his long curly hair. It fit his appearance!!! but thats all for now!!! im sorry if you dont understand this entry...its one of those memories that you just had to be there to understand. && the best memories are the ones you can't explain because you just HAD TO BE THERE Reply / 1 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

20 ways to get a girls h e a r t<3 [October 5th, 2005 @ 3:19pm] The question seems to burn in a boy's mind, and I was asked this once by someone I know. So, to answer their question, it took a lot of thinking and consideration. So here you are. Here's your answer. What girls really want from you. 1. Don't flirt with other girls. | It makes us feel like we're not good enough for you. We feel like we did something wrong so you are making up for it with another girl. 2. Even if you're not going out, heck, even if you're not friends, don't say bad stuff about us. | We could be the meanest people in the world to you, but most of the time we're joking and we think you're serious. You haven't seen mean until you say something bad about us. We have evil sides and we're not afraid to use them. 3. We're not toys. | Don't just have your fun with us and drop us. We're serious about things. That's just mean and we'll spend days wondering what we ever did wrong. 4. Put your arms around our waist firmly but gently, holding us close to you. | If you can, smell our hair! For most girls, we try to succeed in making it smell and look good! Plus, we know you love the smell, why try to sneak around? 5. If you've done something wrong, fess up. | Tell us before we have to ask you about it. Trust me, when we ask, we'll be twice as angry, and that's just if you tell the truth. We know. We don't guess when we confront you. We have our connections, and we know what's going on. Lie to us and you can pretty much send your death wish. 6. When we say we love you, we mean it. | We're not willing to tell just anyone that. Our hearts are gentle and it's very hard to trust guys, and it takes time. Don't worry if you tell us you love us and we don't say it back right away. We do, we're just thinking about how sweet it was that you said it first. And if it takes a day or two, we're not deciding. We're figuring out how we can prove it. 7. If we have guy friends, we love how you hold us close when we talk to them. | We think it's cute when you get all jealous, but don't overdo it. We're not dumb, we're not gonna mess around. We're not flirting, so don't blame us later. Now, if some guy friend of our's is flirting with us, then you have every right to overreact and kick his ass. 8. Anything you'd want us to know about you... know about us, too. We'll memorize every fact. | We'll have our friends quiz us on how many homeruns you had in a season, what your favorite color is... But it's gonna hurt if we know so much about us and all you can say is, "Uhh..." and make a guess. 9. If our eyes are shiny, we're either really happy or we're about to cry. | Look at our smile and the way our face is. Is it the same way it is when you make us laugh? If not, we're going to cry. At that point, if you can tell, turn us so that we're facing you and wrap your arms around us tight so that we feel like nothing could harm us at all while we're there, and stroke our hair. When we cry, often we will bury our heads in your shoulder. If we don't, wipe away our tears. Whisper gently in our ear. Tell us it's okay, even if you don't know what we're crying about. 10. Know that we like it when you tickle us. | It makes us laugh and reminds us that you know that exact spot that makes us cry we're laughing so hard. It's cute. 11. Surprise us. | Call before you're at the door, make sure you have good timing. Tell us to look out the window, or open the door. We'll see you and hang up and run to your side. Bring flowers for now reason. Give us candy when we're down, that always works! Show up just to kiss us and see us smile. 12. Show us how much you love us. | That doesn't mean show us how bad you want to have sex. We're not walking beds. (So, in other words, we're not just easy lays walking around.) We love it when you whisper in our ear, or breath on our neck. We like it when you kiss under our jaw down our neck, resting your head on our shoulder. We feel like we're repaying you for every time we rest on you. 13. We love to look at the stars. | Plan a night to surprise us and don't tell us where you're taking us no matter how much we may beg. Take a picnic dinner, candles, a lighter, plastic glasses and sparkling cider. Don't forget to bring lots and lots of coffee for us! We love that stuff. Bring 3 blankets. One for the ground when we lay on top of you in your arms, one for over the top of both of you, and another that you sneak on top of her during the night, just in case she gets cold. Hold us close and let us look up at the stars in your arms. If we fall asleep, don't wake us up. Stay the night with us right there, and let us use you for a pillow. Get comfortable, but try your hardest not to disturb our sleep, because if we open our eyes we'll tell you to take us home. 14. If your friends think it's cool to have sex, it doesn't mean we do. | We have plans for our lives, usually. And if not, we're still not ready to handle that kind of pressure. Being in a relationship is a lot of responsibility itself, and having sex just means you have to be more committed. Wait until we're ready. If you pressure us, we're going to get mad and we might not ever have sex with you. (Another way to put it: We'll dump you, no matter how much it hurts.) 15. Sing to us in the quiet. | Even if you're horrible. Especially if you're good. We love to hear you. If you're bad at it, it just shows that you would show us anything, even if it's not the most pleasurable thing you would choose to do. It shows us you're open with us and are willing to do whatever we want. In the quiet it comforts us and reminds us you're there, and it really turns us on, and you're likely to get a kiss. 16. Dance with us. | With or without music. Even in the funniest of places. If we announce we love the song, that's your big hint that we want you to ask us to dance. And even if we don't say that, offer anyways. The worst thing we could do is say no. 17. Don't embarrass us. | If you act immature in front of us, we will scold you like your mother would. We'll chew you out and rip you a new one, telling you exactly how much we never want to be seen with you. If, in fact, you do embarrass us publicly, after we're completely through chewing you out, say you're sorry. Tell us you didn't mean to embarrass us and ask for our forgiveness. Then, once we sigh, put your hands on our shoulders and let them slide to rest on our hips. DON'T try to kiss us. Wait for us to be ready. Who knows how long we'll be angry. 18. Meet our parents right off the bat. | We love it when you include our family. If you get the chance, refuse to go out with us until you meet our parents. Figure out a day when you can come home with us and have dinner with the rents... Be Mr. Polite to the parents. Shake hands with her dad firmly and cooly. Shake her mother's hand first and be gentle. Do remember, she's cooking your food. Smile at them and smile at her afterward. If she has siblings, be Mr. Perfect. They'll love you if you tell them something they don't know. And if you show them how to do something, they'll love you forever. Keep in mind that they look up to her, so if you play your cards right, they'll look up to you, too. If they're older, they're sure to be protective. They might not appear it at first, but they care deeply who their younger sister is with. If it's a brother, be nice and polite and show him without action exactly how much you want to care for her. Prove to her whole family why you should be with her. Ask her dad. Make sure it's alright with him. Then, when you get the okay, kiss her hand and ask her to a date you've previously planned in front of everyone. 19. Pay for her. | She'd offer to pay for half and even all of it. Don't let her. Call it your treat. Even if you pay every time, it means that we have more money to spend on those little gifts we love to get you. Like those photo albums we love to decorate and put pictures of the two of you together. Those do cost money. And the cologne we get you for Christmas or your birthday? Yah, that's real stuff right there. It ain't cheap! 20. Last, but not least and the most important of all, love her. | With all of your heart, love her. Love her like there's no one else out there for you, because as far as you know, there isn't. Don't doubt our unconditional love for you. Kiss us like you've never kissed before. Hold us like no one could fit more perfectly in your arms. Love us like no one could fill that hold that we do any better. Look past the flaws that we constantly point out and even reject them. When we say we look fat or ugly, reject it instantly and remind us how beautiful we are. Point out something about us you love. Think about her before anyone else. / Comment / Memories / Edit /

Facts [October 5th, 2005 @ 3:17pm] [ mood | Bring em' out bring em' out ] [ music | Lazerettes Hip hop song!!! ] -- People with crooked teeth usually KiSS BETTER than people with straight teeth .. -- When you chew gum before you kiss,, it actually makes your breath SMELL WORSE than before because of your salivary glands .. // Mints work MUCH better. <3 <3 <3 `*GUYS;: It is much more ROMANTiC to kiss us in a fancy restaurant or UNDER THE STARS than to kiss in your disgusting bedroom or in the movie theaters `*GiRLS;: Just because a guy kisses you every 10 minutes doesn't mean he`s using you ..he's just a little horny ;) && there`s no problem with that !!! -- It has been PR0VEN that when people with the SAME HAiR C0L0R kiss, it is more R0MANTiC than that of a different hair color !!! [( WE D0NT KNOW WHY )] -- your FiRST KiSS isnt always your BEST KiSS -- If you can tie a KN0T in a CHERRY with your tounge, it doesn't mean you are a good kisser .. it just means your TOUNGE MUSCLE is strong -- ALL GiRLS are NOT hoes, and ALL GUYS are NOT PLAYERS .. EVERYONE gets a LiTTLE H0RNY sometimes BE A GREAT KiSSER W/ THESE TiPS -- T0UCH HiS/HER FACE -- RUN Y0UR FiNGERS THR0UGH HiS/HER HAiR -- KiSS S0FTLY AT FiRST, THEN APPLY M0RE PRESSURE -- H0LD Y0UR KiSSiNG PARTNER / Comment / Memories / Edit /

Me and Tara.... [October 3rd, 2005 @ 4:07pm] [ mood | ganster like that ] [ music | LOSE CONTROL bitchezzz ] ALL MY SN'S::: xxshortieee05, XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX, Sw33t13p1372 princess070690: so whats up? xxshortieee05: nothin princess070690: yea me either princess070690: im hungry xxshortieee05: me too princess070690: i want a brownie princess070690: yum xxshortieee05: me too princess070690: lol princess070690: or a big cookie xxshortieee05: yea xxshortieee05: mmmm princess070690: lol princess070690: anuthing warm with chocolate i could go for right now princess070690: im having spaghetti for dinner which is always good to... princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: yea xxshortieee05: we r talking bout food and its funny xxshortieee05: at least I think its funny princess070690: it is princess070690: i love talking about food princess070690: it makes me hungry princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: yea xxshortieee05: u made me hungry princess070690: lol princess070690: sry princess070690: i can smell food and theres not even anything cooking princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: but its only fun till someone gets there eye poked out by a chocolate covered pretzel xxshortieee05: and then its serious princess070690: LOL princess070690: i love chocolate covered pretzels xxshortieee05: r u there??? xxshortieee05: ok princess070690: yea im there princess070690: lol princess070690: im there princess070690: ha princess070690: im retarted xxshortieee05: but u wont love them when u get ur eye poked out by one princess070690: probably not princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: yea xxshortieee05: our band is gonna suck at the MSBOA xxshortieee05: we are gonna be bad princess070690: no we were good last year xxshortieee05: that wuz last year princess070690: after we play we get our picture taken as a band princess070690: and we get to do one serious one and one goofy one princess070690: the goofy one is awesome princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: Mr holt will scare the judges and all the people away wednesday by wearing one of his sweater vests xxshortieee05: i g2g xxshortieee05: gotta get ready for practice xxshortieee05: HollerHolister: KAYLA!!!!!!!! HollerHolister: tell me what is wrong with you xxshortieee05: omg xxshortieee05: she IMed me xxshortieee05: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! princess070690: lol xxshortieee05: i told her we took her dog princess070690: lol princess070690: what did she say? xxshortieee05: h/o princess070690: k princess070690: lol princess070690: i told her princess070690: its funny princess070690: shes like xxshortieee05: lol princess070690: give me my damn dog! princess070690: lol Me and Amanda... HollerHolister: KAYLA!!!!!!!! HollerHolister: tell me what is wrong with you XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: hi HollerHolister: holla XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: did u find ur dog? XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: *cough*it wuz tara*cough* XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: j/p HollerHolister: i know it wass her XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: i told her to take it HollerHolister: and now cory has it you guys suck XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: i know HollerHolister: why uhhhhh XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: he wanted it XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: so if u want it back u will have to go to him XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: i know...we suck HollerHolister: ooo wait till i see that little worm XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lol XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: dont hurt him XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: u will have to go through mw XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: me* XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: lmao HollerHolister: oh pleez im 3 times your size XoxUrOnLyBaByxoX: w/e Reply / 3 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

IM GANGSTER!!! [October 3rd, 2005 @ 3:51pm] [ mood | the gangsterest gangster ] [ music | "My Friends Over You" Newfoundglory ] see...i am gangster... xxshortieee05: oh i forgot to tell u something xxshortieee05: ...im gangster Lincoln haters: ? Lincoln haters: wtf Lincoln haters: u aint gangster! xxshortieee05: lol i know xxshortieee05: it will be our inside joke xxshortieee05: k? Lincoln haters: ok... Lincoln haters: ur gangster... Lincoln haters: the gangsterness.... xxshortieee05: thank you Lincoln haters: lol.... I AM GANGSTER!!!!! / Comment / Memories / Edit /

OMG!!!! [October 3rd, 2005 @ 3:43pm] [ mood | naughty girl ] [ music | You make me wanna lala.... ] Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! / Comment / Memories / Edit /

hi [October 2nd, 2005 @ 3:25pm] [ mood | ..on the edge of breaking down ] [ music | "Welcome to My Life" ] heyy everybody. I dont know if any of you have noticed that I havent been myself lately but if you have, im sorry. Im just not comfortable at WWT yet. I've only been there a few weeks and a few poeple already dont like me. My best friend Nicole goes to Lincoln and she practically just stopped talking to me and I dont know why. Dance and band are colliding but I dont want to have to give any of them up. Im usually not home because if im not at a band thing, im at dance practice. I know the coach is working us extra hard because three people quit but, sometimes its too much for me to handle. I was so busy that I couldnt even go to homecoming!!! But its over now and its not important. All this stuff is tiring me out. And then this wednesday I have a MSBOA competition. That is till like, 10pm...well at least thats what Josh said it is till. And when that is over, I have a dance compettion in a little more than a month, November 20. I've missed like, seven practices because of band. And the problem is, is that band rehersals and dance practices are both mandatory. I hate that word. But anyways, I wish that I was an outcast this year. I shouldnt of joined band till next year. but I was dumb and told my mom I wanted to be in band. Some of my friends at WWT and some of my friends at Lincoln are fighting over me because they both wanna hang out with me but, I cant be with both groups at once. Especially because Lincoln hates Tower and Tower hates Lincoln. Im stuck in the middle. and that gets me stressed out. And the fact that the guy I like doesnt even know it...he thinks that all I want us to be are "just friends". But, some people think that I have it sooooo easy but I really dont. Everything is changing like, my friends, my family and who I am. Im not as happy as I was before school started. Something is seriously wrong with me. I should be happy but im not. It seems like most of my friends are kinda depressed too and that makes me feel bad!!! well thats enough till later...i love you *lotz* Xox. . .kayla Reply / 2 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

*~::June::~* [September 30th, 2005 @ 12:25pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | "Scars" Papa Roach ] *JUNE*: Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. / Comment / Memories / Edit /

Birthdays!! [September 30th, 2005 @ 12:24pm] [ music | "Worst Day Ever" Simple Plan ] Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then Re-Post it. Your friends might understand you better... *JANUARY*: Being born in January straight-up means your the most good looking person possible! You've also got the best personality (bar none) and am an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Burzum fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner (or three!). It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody else from any other month). You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - hell! you've got the looks for it!!! You are definitly more metal than anyone born in February (especially Simon from Seventh Cross). **************************************************** *FEBRUARY*: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. **************************************************** *MARCH*: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. _________________________________ *APRIL*: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to others. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and can solve people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving :Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy and a great lover. _________________________________ *MAY*: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet! _________________________________ *JUNE*: Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. ____________________________________________________ *JULY* Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.* ____________________________________________________ *AUGUST*: outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious whe withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a specail person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. _________________________________ *SEPTEMBER*: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. Sexy but has brains. _________________________________ *OCTOBER*: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart. Very well dressed. Very attractive. can please the opposite sex sucessfully. Will be sucessfull with money in the futre. _________________________________ *NOVEMBER*:** Trustworthy and loyal. Very compassionate and caring. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. . Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty. Playful, secretive.Very emotional and takes alot to make angry. Meets new people easily. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest people are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. ____________________________ *DECEMBER*: Loyal and generous. sexy as hell. Active in games and interactions. Always the best at what you do. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending / Comment / Memories / Edit /

I love this song... [September 30th, 2005 @ 12:10pm] [ mood | I'll be okay...I promise ] [ music | "I'd Do Anything" simple Plan ] I'D DO ANTHING: Simple plan Another day is going by I'm thinking about you all the time But you're out there And I'm here waiting And I wrote this letter in my head Cuz so many things were left unsaid But now you're gone And I can't think straight This could be the one last chance To make you understand I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you Together we broke all the rules Dreaming of dropping out of school And leave this place To never come back So now maybe after all these years If you miss me have no fear I'll be here I'll be waiting This could be the one last chance to make you understand And I just can't let you leave me once again I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you I close my eyes And all I see is you I close my eyes I try to sleep I can't forget you Nanana.... And I'd do anything for you Nanana.... I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you I'd do anything To fall asleep with you I'd do anything There's nothing I won't do I'd do anything To fall asleep with you I'd do anything Cuz I know I won't forget you Xox. . .kayla / Comment / Memories / Edit /

PeRsOnAL [September 25th, 2005 @ 1:59pm] [ mood | ...i dont know him anymore ] [ music | "What Happened to Us?"- Hoobastank ] <<[personal]>> [name]: kayla [hair color] brownish-red [eye color]: blue [height]: 5'3 [birthday]: June 10 <<[have you ever]>> [eaten an entire box of oreos]: no [been on stage]: yea...but against my will [been dumped]: a lot [gotten in a car accident]: yea...LoL [dyed your hair]: twice;) [ran around naked in front of people]: when i wuz little [choked in front of people on my own spit or drink]: unfortunately yea [gone to school in your pajamas]: twice [gotten a detention]: once in 7th grade [loved someone so much that it made you cry]: yea, right now for instance <<[within the last 24 hours]>> [had a serious talk]: no:( [hugged someone]: yes [gotten along with your parents]: for alittle while [fought with a friend]: yea [cried]: yes! <<[do you like to]>> [give hugs]: yea, it makes people feel better [give back rubs]: yes [take walks in the rain]: sometimes [watch tv]: not really anymore [do homework]: yea [talk on the phone]: no one wants to talk to me lmao [go online]: all the time [do freaky things:] uhh...sometimes??? [work out]: usually <<[have you ever]>> [been to a concert]: YES!!! [been out of state]: yea [broken a bone]: i have a broken pinky toe [cheated on a test]: yes...naughty naughty [ran a marathon]: no [met a famous person]: YeA!!! [bought something and then sold it]: yeppp <<[extras]>> [what is your worst habit]: worrying too much [what really makes you mad]: when people think they are better than everyone else...and when guys cheat on you [scariest moment]: too many to name [what is your earliest memory]: i wuz in my friends basement and let me just say that i dont think we were the only ones down there <<[now]>> [where are you]: kitchen [are you wearing any jewelry]: a ring...wut does that have to do with anything? [when was the last time u showered]: 7:30 this morning [what color pants do you have on right now]: blue [what song are you listening to right now]: "what happened to us?"- Hoobastank [what is your computer desk made out of]: um...wood i think [what was the last thing you ate]: ICECREAM!!!!! [what would you be doing right now if you could do anything]: hanging out with my friends [if you were a crayon, what color would you be]: baby blue [who do you want to spend the rest of your life with]: i havent decided yet <<[last person you...]>> [spoke to]: Nicole [had a conversation with]: mom [instant messaged]: Jason Rose [hugged]: Cory [kissed]: ???? wouldnt you like to know [yelled at]: my brothers [complimented]: Tara [dissed]: my friend kira [made plans with]: Josh [called on the phone]: Nicole [talked to on the phone]: Nicole [wished you were with]: Josh and Nicole [had a dream about]: i dont have dreams...just nightmares [fought with]: mom [made a joke about]: Mr. Holt [laughed with]: Tara [cried about]: Josh [told a secret to]: Nicole [rode in the car with]: Nicole <<[do you]>> [die your hair]: not anymore [smoke]: hell no [speak another language]: nope [drink]: nope [get more than 8 hours of sleep daily]: hahaha...yea right [shower daily]: twice daily [lie a lot]: i dont like lieing [make fun of others to their face]: im not good at it [go to more than 5 concerts a year]: no [play any instruments]: yea..duh!!! <<[have you]>> [lied to your parents]: yes [cheated]: yea [been rejected]: many times [rejected someone]: yes [asked someone out]: once [colored/died your hair]: YES!!!!! [done something you didnt want to just for someone to like you]: yep [done anything you regret]: a lot of things [fallen asleep during a movie]: nope [gotten in a physical fight]: one time [been suspended]: never [had a reaccuring dream]: yea [made dinner for your family]: i dont really cook a lot [slept for more than 12 hours at a time]: nope [stayed up for 24 hours straight]: YEA!!!! [ran away]: almost:( [complimented someone and not ment it]: yes / Comment / Memories / Edit /

WaLmArT!i!i! [September 25th, 2005 @ 1:55pm] [ mood | cooler than cool ] [ music | Click 5- "Just the Girl" ] 15 Things to do at wal-mart... when your going to be in there for a long time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. lmfao 11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme. 12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels. 13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!" 14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream.. "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!" 15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while; and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here! ' Repost this if you laughed... Or are planning to do any of these things. / Comment / Memories / Edit /

sad... [September 22nd, 2005 @ 3:39pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Hoobastank- "What happened to us?" ] away from homes like hell i met a boy i loved so well he came and took my heart from me and now he wants to set me free he sat a strange girl on his knee and told her things he never told me i ran home an cried on my bed not a word to mother i said dad came home late that night he searched for me left and right he ran upstairs my door he broke he saw me hanging from a rope he grabed his knife to cut me down and on the floor this letter he found: Dig a grave, and Dig it Deep, Place a statue at my feet, And on that statue place a dove To show the World I Died for LOVE / Comment / Memories / Edit /

heyyy [September 22nd, 2005 @ 3:23pm] [ mood | cooler than cool ] [ music | "Scars" Papa Roach ] hey hey hey hey hey hey he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y he y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y hey hey hey hey h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y hey hey hey hey hey hey h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h ey h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e hy e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e hy e h y e h y e h y e h ye h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y he y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e h y e hy e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e h y e h y e h y e h y eh y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y he y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y e h y e e h y e e h y e e h y e e hy e e y h e ey h e ey he e y h e e y h e e h y e e h y e eh ye he ey h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h h e e y y h h e e y y h h e e y y h h e e y y h eh ye y h e h y e y h e h y e y h e h y e y he hy ey h e h y e y h e h y e y h e h y e y h e h ye y h h e e y y h h e e y y h h e e y y h h ee y y h h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y hh eee yy hhh eee yyy hhhh eeeee yyyy hhhhh eeeee yyyyy hhhhhh eeeeeee yyyyyy hhhhhhh eeeeeee yyyyyyy hhhhhhhh eeeeeeeee yyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyy hhhhhhhh eeeeeee yyyyyyyy hhhhhhh eeeeeee yyyyyyy hhhhhh eeeee yyyyyy hhhhh eeeee yyyyy hhhh eee yyyy hhh eee yyy hh e yy h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h eee y h eeeee y h eeeeeee y h eeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeeeee y h eeeeeeeee y h eeeeeee y h eeeee y h eee y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y h e y hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey Reply / 2 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

awww [September 21st, 2005 @ 3:56pm] [ mood | wish i had him again.... ] [ music | "Just want you to know" ] Would you? Will you? [_] give me your screen name?______u have it_______ [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_y] kiss me? [_y] let me kiss you? [_y] let me have sex with you? [_y] wanted to have sex with me? [_y] watch a movie with me? [_i will take u] let me take you out to dinner? [_ill have my license first] let me drive you somewhere? [_hell yea] take a shower with me? [_sure] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_y] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_y] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [ill cook for u_] let me make you breakfast? [_y] help me with homework? [_y tickle me? [_y] let me tickle you? [y_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_y] instant message me? [y_] greet me in public? [_y] hang out with me? [_y] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [y_] think im cute? [_y] think im hot? [y_] want to kiss me? [y_] want to cuddle with me? [y_] want to hook up with me? AM i... [_y] smart? [_y] cute? [_y] funny? [y_] cool? [_y] loveable? [y_] adorable? [_y] compassionate? [_y] great to be with? [y_] attractive? [n_] mean? HAVE Y0U EVER... [_y] thought about hooking up with me? [yy_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_y] wished I were there? [_y] had a crush on me? [_y] wanted my number? [_y] had a dream about me? [y_] been distracted by me? ARE Y0U... [y_] happy you know me? [n_] mad at me? [_y] thinking about me? Reply / 1 / Comment / Memories / Edit /

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